陈琳新就那么直直的倒下了,带着我们惊讶的眼神,

    倒下的时候,陈琳新的手机从口袋里掉了出來,耳机线掉了,手机音响里播放出《bleeding love》:

    closed off from love

    封闭通道阻断爱

    i didn’t need the pain

    我不需要那痛苦

    once or twice was enough

    一两回痛就够了

    and it was all in vain

    全部心血付东流

    time starts to pass

    时间开始在消失

    before you know it you’re frozen

    等你意识到时你整个都楞住了

    but something happened

    不过有件事情发生过

    for the very first time with you

    为了第一时间和你在一起

    my heart melts to the ground

    我的心都彻底融化了

    found something true

    发现真有这回事

    and everyone’s looking round

    大伙儿个个面面相觑

    thinking i'm going crazy

    以为我快要发疯了

    but i don’t care what they say

    我不在乎他们说什么

    i’m in love with you

    我在与你相爱呢

    they try to pull me away

    大伙儿竭力想让我脱身

    but they don’t know the truth

    可他们不知道那真相

    my heart’s crippled by the vein

    我的心脏被静脉致残了

    that i keep on closing

    那是我不停地止住血管

    you cut me open and i

    你剖开了我而我

    keep bleeding

    不停地淌血

    keep, keep bleeding love

    护住,护住淌血的爱

    i keep bleeding

    我不停地淌血

    i keep, keep bleeding love

    我护住,护住淌血的爱

    keep bleeding,

    不停地淌血

    keep, keep bleeding love

    护住,护住淌血的爱

    you cut me open

    你剖开了我

    trying hard not to hear

    尽管努力不去听

    but they talk so loud

    但他们嗓门实在大

    their piercing sounds fill my ears

    他们刺耳的声音充斥我两耳

    try to fill me with doubt

    使劲把疑问塞给我

    yet i know that the goal

    至此我明白那目的

    is to keep me from falling

    是为了阻止我坠落

    but nothing’s greater than the rush

    但沒有什么可以与之相比

    that comes with your embrace

    你的拥抱带來的一阵激动

    and in this world of loneliness

    而且在这个寂寞的世界上

    i see your face

    我相中你的面孔

    yet everyone around me thinks that

    现在我周围的人都以为

    i’m going crazy, maybe, maybe

    我快要发疯了,也许吧,也许

    but i don’t care what they say

    但我不在乎他们说什么

    i’m in love with you

    我在与你相爱呢

    they try to pull me away

    大伙儿竭力想让我脱身

    but they don’t know the truth

    但他们不知道那真相

    my heart’s crippled by the vein

    我的心脏被静脉致残了

    that i keep on closing

    那是我不停地止住血管

    you cut me open and i

    你剖开了我而我

    keep bleeding

    不停地淌血

    keep, keep bleeding love

    护住,护住淌血的爱

    i keep bleeding

    我不停地淌血

    i keep, keep bleeding love

    我护住,护住淌血的爱

    keep bleeding,

    不停地淌血

    keep, keep bleeding love

    护住,护住淌血的爱

    you cut me open

    你剖开了我

    and it’s draining all of me

    而这正耗尽我全部的心血

    oh they find it hard to believe

    哦他们发现这难以相信

    i’ll be wearing these scars

    我会披挂着这一身伤痕

    for everyone to see

    供大伙儿去看

    but i don’t care what they say

    但我不在乎他们说什么

    i’m in love with you

    我在与你相爱呢

    they try to pull me away

    大伙儿竭力想让我脱身

    but they don’t know the truth

    但他们不知道那真相

    my heart’s crippled by the vein

    我的心脏被静脉致残了

    that i keep on closing

    那是我不停地止住血管

    oh you cut me open and i

    哦你剖开了我而我

    keep bleeding

    不停地淌血

    keep, keep bleeding love

    护住,护住淌血的爱

    i keep bleeding

    我不停地淌血

    i keep, keep bleeding love

    我护住,护住淌血的爱

    keep bleeding,

    不停地淌血

    keep, keep bleeding love

    护住,护住淌血的爱

    伴随着音乐,和陈琳新倒地的声音,我感觉大脑一片空白,舞台上的灯光暗了起來,麦克风发出刺耳的共鸣声,震耳欲聋的音乐里,我们听不见彼此说话的声音,

    张晨长大着嘴巴,叫着向着陈琳新扑了过去,她叫的什么我听不见,

    赵璐捂着嘴指着陈琳新惊讶的说了什么,她说的什么,我也听不见,

    王刚怒吼着,把陈琳新抗在身上,他怒吼着什么,我还是听不见,

    常欢焦急的拨通了电话,电话说的什么,我也听不见,我只感觉大脑一片空白,我只听见循环中的“keep keep bleeding love,”

    一路上,音乐一直沒有关掉,我感觉我鼻子酸酸的,眼角好像有液体流下來,流到我的嘴里,那种味道,咸鲜的,

    我听着音乐,转过头,环视着身边的每一个人,大家焦急的把陈琳新护送上救护车,接着,我被一股力量也拽上了车,那股力量是王刚,

    上车后,我突然感觉自己的胃里面翻江倒海,我打开了救护车的窗户,向着窗外吐了起來,耳边还是那个旋律i keep, keep bleeding love!

    吐过之后,我转过头,刘晓关心的看着我,我笑着抚摸着刘晓的脸,我不知道我笑起來是什么样子,我想,一定很难看,接着,我靠在刘晓肩膀,盯着眼前担架上的陈琳新,感觉眼皮发沉,渐渐的眼前一片漆黑,

    当我醒來的时候,大家已经把陈琳新抬下救护车,

    我跟在救护车后面拼命的奔跑,大喊着:“陈琳新,你醒一醒,醒一醒,,”

    我的耳边又出现了别人说话的声音,

    “医生,医生,”“快來人啊,,”

    接着,我的大脑又断片了,

    当我有意识的时候,我发现我自己蹲在角落里,抓着自己的头发,刘晓蹲在我旁边,叹着气拍打着我:“放心,她会沒事的,”

    我红着眼睛,对刘晓点了点头,

    张晨以及哭的不成样子,躺在了刘晓鹏的肩膀上,大家都红着眼睛,有抽烟的,有望着天花板发呆的,

    几分钟之后,医生从抢救室走到我们跟前,我站起身,迎向医生,医生叹了口气:“你们谁是患者家属,”

    我用颤抖的声音说:“我,我是她的家属!”

    张晨这时也站起來,眼圈红红的看着医生:“还有我,”

    医生走到我们跟前,皱着眉毛看着我们:“患者父母呢,”

    我叹了口气:“父母工作忙,我们一直是照顾患者的,”

    医生点了点头,然后给了我一个单子:“签字交钱吧,住院观察两天,等待确诊单,”

    我皱着眉头看着几个字:“疑似癌症”,沒有太多的感情,只是苦笑着写上了我的名字,

    大家纷纷凑过來,惊讶的看着单子,

    而我身边的张晨,早已满脸泪水,

    签过字,办理完手续之后,我笑着看着大家:“大家开心一点,别让陈琳新感到压力,”

    大家对我点了点头,然后我一行人走进了病房中,

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